Friday, October 31, 2008

To My Child...


My child,

I know you had been through a lot of challenges in life. I’m glad that you are still holding on to live through each day in such cruel world.

When you think of me, I’m always beside you. It’s just that sometimes you can’t sense me with your disturbing thoughts.

You are not alone.
I acknowledge every single feeling you are having.

Everyday you start your day, I had already prepare blessings along your way. As you drive everyday to work, I hope that you’ll acknowledge my painting along your way and places that I know you will go everyday.

The Sky, the Sun, the breezing wind, the people, the sceneries, the birds, the kids, the old folds and many more, hope you see it all.

I know what touch your heart and that makes you smile.

When you are feeling low and sad, your eyes are blinded by your problems. Letting my blessings pass by you without realizing it. Haven’t you forget that I can comfort you? Don’t you know I told you not to have anxiety overwhelmed you?

My Child, I’m always here for you. Come to me and will give you rest in such restless world.

Your path is not dark and you shall not worry about what to eat, wear or how to live your life as I had already prepared for you. I did not only create the sun but also the moon to shine at night, to guide you and let you see what lies ahead of you.

In spite of all things you had neglected, my heart is in pain but I’m here for you and will not leave you. This is because I love you.

Keep smiling my child, there’s nothing that impossible to me because I had created heaven and earth.


I love you my child... every single day.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Spending Time Alone...


Time really flies, I’m wondering how everyone is doing lately.

Weekend, I take some time to quiet down and spending a little time with myself. I realized that I’m so busy until I had neglected something which is small but precious to me.

I drove myself around the neighborhood and to some quiet places. Enjoying my ride with my favorite songs. I wind-down the window and I reach out my hand trying to catch the wind. Its force and pressure makes me smile as the wind runs through my finger and touches my arm tenderly.

Then, I thought to myself, it’s a beautiful night to spend my quiet time. Drove myself around, observing the cars and motorcycles pass by, wondering where they are heading to…

I take a stop at the petrol station, fill-in petrol to my gorgeous car and continue to shift my ride into overdrive.

Continue with my journey, went to the night market near my housing area. Adoring that the food and snack, my watery mouth start to get itchy and there goes my diet. Yum yum… Someone please stop me from eating.

Walking in the night market brings me a lot of nice memories. Especially those stores which are famous among us, Lok Lok (Steamboat), Ice- Cream, roasted chicken wing, roasted pork, Dim Sum, dessert store and especially “Stinky Taufu”.

Hmmm, how I wish my close ones are with me now so we can enjoy ourselves here…