Mixture of feelings

Dreams I had can’t compare to the tiredness which needs to bare everyday,
My eyes turned red without tears to shed.

Holding on to what is precious and fasten myself to move forward,
Taking careful steps and hope things will be better.

Let the rain drops upon my face and let me know that I’m still alive,
Gaze upon the sky, how I wish I can fly but I did not.

I stayed, like a bird on a tree with broken wings,
Sing the song of love but in the rhythm of sorrows.

Grad a pile of sand on my palm, to feel its gentleness and smoothness,
The stronger I hold, the more it descends again from my hand.

Walking the path of wonders and challenges, hoping for an angel will land beside my shoulder, cover me with its wings and comfort me in every obstacle.

Clocks ticking every second and I need to get up to offer what I can spare.

Alone in faith I walk, alone in grace I live; of all these perplexity, there’s one thing that keeps me going.

I give thanks ...............................................................